meaning of song and my future

Meaning Of The Song : White Flag – Dido

How you’re feeling if you hide away you’re love from someone ? and trying  to never disturbing him or her life because you know if you still beside him or her life, you will be crush him or her life.

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again

Little story about this song, “White flag” created by Dido Amstrong in 2003 (maybe), this song very famous, so this song get into 18 charts in billboard. This song tell about the hidden feeling from many years. And she promise in her deepest heart, she never disturbing the ex boyfriend life. But, she never give up and still love him forever in silence. She will be prove that she can move on from the ex boyfriend.

Lyric “White Flag”

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship (4x)

My Future

In five years until ten years from now, inshaa Allah after graduate from university of gunadarma i want to be a employee to expand my ability in company and then i will be get married with someone i love in 24 or 25 years old. After that i will be enterpreneurship, i want to be a designer cause i love it. I want have a boutiqe. And than i will be a mother from the twin babies, i have a little family, i have good husband very loved me, and i have a good life better than now. And my husband have a business, that will be success. Amiin.

I will be dispatch my parents to umrah again with my little family. I will be see the babies grow up and go to school every morning, prepare breakfast. I will be a president from my business.